Waiting in Vain

Location: Warnet FISIP

Just arrived from Kun-Hee's home. I brought him balloons, shiny happy ones... the 1st one, orange, popped! the 2nd and the 3rd was green and yellow. As all kindies, Kun-Hee seemed to adore the thing soooo much.. Well, that's good, knowing that last Tuesday he was so not in the mood that his mum had to bribe him with 2 toys from Pasaraya to get him upstairs and study with moi. Well, it was the most cheerful 15 minutes of the lesson until he accidentally pushed my cup and broke the handle. O-o... a good thing that time was up, so the incident actually happened on the right timing (for whatever reason..). Thank goodness Mum was all OK with all that...she even told me that she'll provide me with my earning on Tuesday. Yipeee!!! But that is not the WholE point, cuz now I am still clueless in vain.

Waiting is officially killing! I am waiting (together with my 2 of my dear friends) for 'The Call' to inform us about 'The Sidang'. Omg, it's like waiting endlessly for sth beyond our expectations... Grrrrl, it's like sth struggling from your tummy, got stuck in your throat, and cannot get out from there! Man, how I'd DIE to get this over with :X

No cure can medicate my fever caused by too much waiting but 'The Confirmation Call'. Shoot! if I write more, I might end up swearing and cursing. Thus, I'd better stop at this second. Amigos, para siempre! Hope when I get back Online, things are gonna get pretty much better than it is right now :)

PascaDeadline

Location: At Joey's office, a spot in jl. Puri Mutiara, Jeruk Purut

It's passed deadline already, yet I am still in weary cuz I haven't really passed the grand (grand) finale...since there will still be 'the Sidang' which most possibly be held around the 25th this month. Some says that it will only be a formality for actually graduating totally. I think it's rather unfair that TKA only counts for 3 sks! us, TKA-ers, have brought or blood and tears on the line, for God sake! I am fully aware that TKA is half as hard as Skripsi, but at least 4 sks would've been more appreciated. In all, if there's a short cut, I'd prefer to take ThaT instead of busting my brain with quantitative and qualitative observation, whatsoever...'guess I'm just a girl with too much things to do and so limited time, and I would be more than pleased to get my 3,5 years of study in the sophisticated-modern-art deco-orange-campus a.k.a FISIP UI. I've spent a fine time there, but I do not intend to expand my student card another semester, nu-uh...not me. I have big plans ahead, and I gotta focus on those issues, full stop. God, I've sacrificed my souce of living gitu loh...no way I'm gonna blow it this time.

I really hope the ending of my story in this chapter will be a happy one. I know that after I finish with this (Amien), there'll be another question bubbling in my head "What's next, nih?" But, as I look back, I do not seem to have any particular breakdowns nor a seventh-heaven experience (yet) in the history of my life-path. Or is it me who's so "living and letting go" that I can't recall them as a memory? ( again, my short term memory loss desease...got the Drew Barrymoore 50 First Dates' symptoms) I think I gotta be more proactive in order not to let those somewhat precious moments pass me by... I sorta live in a monochromatic life, but every day, I attempt to make the nicest of it :) Sourish sweet, life these days...hmm, but still yummy enough to sip! Wouldn't it be savory if a juicy lad would kindly garnish my dessert and bring sparkles along my gloomies and grays?...Ouch!