PascaDeadline

Location: At Joey's office, a spot in jl. Puri Mutiara, Jeruk Purut

It's passed deadline already, yet I am still in weary cuz I haven't really passed the grand (grand) finale...since there will still be 'the Sidang' which most possibly be held around the 25th this month. Some says that it will only be a formality for actually graduating totally. I think it's rather unfair that TKA only counts for 3 sks! us, TKA-ers, have brought or blood and tears on the line, for God sake! I am fully aware that TKA is half as hard as Skripsi, but at least 4 sks would've been more appreciated. In all, if there's a short cut, I'd prefer to take ThaT instead of busting my brain with quantitative and qualitative observation, whatsoever...'guess I'm just a girl with too much things to do and so limited time, and I would be more than pleased to get my 3,5 years of study in the sophisticated-modern-art deco-orange-campus a.k.a FISIP UI. I've spent a fine time there, but I do not intend to expand my student card another semester, nu-uh...not me. I have big plans ahead, and I gotta focus on those issues, full stop. God, I've sacrificed my souce of living gitu loh...no way I'm gonna blow it this time.

I really hope the ending of my story in this chapter will be a happy one. I know that after I finish with this (Amien), there'll be another question bubbling in my head "What's next, nih?" But, as I look back, I do not seem to have any particular breakdowns nor a seventh-heaven experience (yet) in the history of my life-path. Or is it me who's so "living and letting go" that I can't recall them as a memory? ( again, my short term memory loss desease...got the Drew Barrymoore 50 First Dates' symptoms) I think I gotta be more proactive in order not to let those somewhat precious moments pass me by... I sorta live in a monochromatic life, but every day, I attempt to make the nicest of it :) Sourish sweet, life these days...hmm, but still yummy enough to sip! Wouldn't it be savory if a juicy lad would kindly garnish my dessert and bring sparkles along my gloomies and grays?...Ouch!