One thing leads to another.

Finally. My debt is paid. Finished school. Now, it's time to hit the road. Busy browsing the Internet, look for newspaper ads, dropped my CV to relatives who worked and has co-workers in companies of my interest. Continually make efforts to survive in this cruel man-eater world. Been avoiding places I 'want' to go and limit my destinations only to the places I need to go. Bitter sweet...but it's for the best. At least that's what financial advisors kept on bitching...Hemat Pangkal Kaya!mmmm...poor today, long live richie rich later on! (hope it wont be another utopic saying).

I sorta sound devastated, eh? cause I am. My 5 and a half life support kit has shown symptoms of ignorance and boredom. Oh-oh...he's like, my one and only source of income! and if his mum knows that the kid doesn't like me as much as he was before, then I'll be marked with a big L on my forehead. Nu-uh, that's not me. I've slipped a few times, but I managed to wake up again. I wont let this horrify me and blur my way to get myself a full time occupation. Missing those deadlines...those emotions...those energy flows...those vibrant weekends the whole staff's all been waiting for...