Money..Money..Money..

Whoever said that money isn't all that is a bunch of crap. From my experience, money IS all that. The freakin M word that has made my sanity dropped into an inch from the ground, felt like I have no control of myself. However, ever since I have cash in hand, it seemed that I got the whole world in front of me, dying to be explored into the deepest earth's crust. I've been a heavy spender lately, yet I suffered no regerets in doing so. It's all worthwhile anyway...it makes it even to all the drools I got on my face when I saw this and that on sale with no cash in my pocket. Those days were horror! Yep, sippin and drinkin with no mercy as for I am right now.

Last time, I got myself a huge bunch of DVDs to kill the time...and so it has proven, the time was swept away together with my emotional loads and tears as I watched them together with the moonlit and a savoury hot drink. It's been nice spending the hours of joyful solitary moments. To think that I've had too much of myself wondering when this penniless situation will stop intoxicating me. Guess now the table's turned...ha-ha!

Once in a while, a shadow of this person, whom I tawt was gonna play an important role in my life, is somehow going to make a move, remains as a shadow. I've wasted too many hopes on sending out harmless signals and not getting any response as a reply. Blah..blah..I guess they're all are CatS...if there's this chunk of meat in front of 'em, they'd go for the moment in a glance, but only for ThaT momentum. Exchanged numbers and flirtatious contacts have proven that even a romantic situatuion can be WronG. Boo-hoo, guess too many romantic comedies can harm your brain if you take 'em all as a whole. Once again, Plastic Reality.

...you CaN set up your mind on who you're going to fall in love with...however, it would be so Less Magical...

Lovefooled once again. Can't be wrong to keep an eye of heartbreakers, but as we ArE living a risky situated city with a whole bunch of misfits and all, I might just go and gamble!

***an approaching figure on my mind. Nope, it's not the one I've been wondering (too long)about. But someone else. This one is starting to give me butterflies on my tummy whenever I think of...Hope it's not just a false alarm***