Happy Birthday to Me!

One more day to end my 23rd year of living...and the last digit 'll be added by one more. Phew...whatta journey...It seemed like yesterday when I wore my grey&white uniform (hehehe..too hiperbolic ya?!). Mmmm, all things I've gone through have definitely taught me not to be dependent to others, neither does trusting your love ones too much. I also learned that white lies are (ok...) made for protecting one's feelings, but no matter how painful the truth may become, white lies are not an option to be taken. Been there, done that. It sucks having all the people you put your trust on make a scheme in the name of 'not getting anyone hurt'. Once a lie, stays a lie. I was madly disappointed at first, but then I realize that it might be wiser to forgive, forget, and start anew. Nobody lives a life without any obstacles running their way. I must say how grateful I am for standing exactly on the spot where I am right now, and when the truth was revealed when I enter my 22 years of age, the universe was really brought down to my knees. It was one of the turning points to grow up for me. Yet I may not be called as 100% mature or whatsoever, I'd have to say that it's all a process to be better than before. I'm no saint, that's for sure. But , sometimes, I find it hard to say No (not to drugs, d'oh!) to people just cuz I wanna please them. So much for being altruistic, I didn't even realize that there are times when they took me for granted!Geez...sometimes I wanna join a community of good girls turn bad! hehehe...but life's shitty enough to be more complicated than it is now. So...yeah...I've broken some rules, but I know when to stop, so I guess being bad a li'l won't hurt much for this good girl, ryte?

My wish list for the new age:
1. a settled income...not having to drag myself outta bed for teaching on weekends
2. keep my feet on the ground...no more daydreaming and disorientation (so, no more lost of track on the road!)
3. the ability to wake up earlier&chill for another Monday
4. upgrade my memory capacity!
5. be grateful for every O2 inhaled in all circumstances
6. accept the truth and live with it
7. be more powerful against all pleads
8. make peace with my in-laws
9. lose the last few pounds
10.find my soulmate

24 is only a few hours from now...hope I'll get my wishes allrite :)