The Color of My Aura

VIOLET
In the world of auras, violet is the color of visionaries. Violets are inspired individuals who are filled with enormous amounts of compassion for the human race. They are usually committed to great causes--think environmental or peace activism--that they think will save the world. Their lives tend to be intense and dramatic because they feel they have the power to change things, even if others find their ambitions unrealistic. Do you feel you have a higher purpose in life? Do you want to change the world? Then you may be happy to be in the company of other folks with violet aura souls.

Violets are the inspirational visionaries, leaders and teachers who are here to help save the planet. Most Violets feel drawn to educate the masses, to inspire higher ideals, to improve the quality of life on the planet, or to help save people, animals and the environment.

All Violets have an inner sense that they are here to do something important, that their destiny is greater than that of the average person. Most Violets have felt this way since childhood. As children, many Violets imagined becoming famous, or traveling the planet, possibly joining humanitarian causes such the Peace Corp. Many of these charismatic personalities take on roles as leaders and teachers, while other Violets prefer to reach people through music, film or other art form.

Because this era is currently the "Violet Age," any Violets who are not accomplishing what they came here to do are experiencing an inner “push” — even an inner “earthquake.” Inner forces seem to be shaking them up and pushing them to move into action, to fulfill their life purpose. Violets know they are here to do something significant. However, they aren't always sure what that something is or how to accomplish it.

Many Violets were taught as children that their dreams and aspirations were unrealistic, so they have lost touch with their original visions. It's important for Violets to reconnect with their life purpose and vision, and to take action. Otherwise they will always feel unfulfilled. They will always sense something is missing from their lives. Violets need to learn to slow down long enough to listen to their inner voice and to connect with their higher vision.


"oh, that explains why most of my clothing has a li'l sense of violet... :)"

Blood is thicker than water

I'm starting to believe that women are 'blessed' with the 'power' of digesting their surroundings in details...(well, many times too detailed). For some women, even microscopic objects can turn into an issue as big as a brontosaur. I am, indeniably, categorized as one of the last group mentioned.

I've gone from km 0 to 8 just to find that I'm moving backwards to km 5 again. There are so many things going on in my head that I often feel out-of-focus. A good friend once told me that somewhere in between my consciousness, there are hidden thoughts unexplored. Perhaps it is because I'm never a frontal individual anyway. I still possess buried issues with my in-law, and even though I have tried to forget and pass by, I can still sense the cold war's breeze. Wish I can just say "F*** off, biatch!", but I can't possibly execute such impulsive action (if that happens, I might already in heaven...)

Every morning I wake up when the sun is high, and I wonder if she's still around, or else I'd hafta wait a couple more hours 'till she's really out of sight. Dunno what's gotten into me, but interacting with her seemed to be so horrific & the perfect ruiner to start my day.I'm such a hater...(which doesnt make me any better than her, I assume). Arrrgh...I'm not a saint anyway...I don't have to always be the good girl at all time, right?! Right or not, I object to face that unfriendly mimic another morning, so I'll just keep myself occupied with things that keep me high & happy.

Life's complicated enough, my mind shouldn't...(workin' on it)