A quite nice long weekend it's been

Sunday it is. The last few days have been "a long weekend" since work days apply only from monday to wednesday (though certain people weren't as much blessed as they had to work on Friday as well). And, as for moi, Saturdays & Sundays have always been my time in search for a little fund to spend on the rest of the weekend. I've had my agitated days, and more to come, I believe...envying those who spare most of their weekend with their love ones, outing, dining, blah-blah-blah...however, it's my choice of earnig a living. Thus, I should not be nagging or anything.

Thursday, May 25th was actually the only official public holiday a.k.a the Ascenscion of Jesus Christ. Spent time with my buddies to a site downtown where people can purchase one of a kind vintage items. So, off we went by Transjakarta at 3 something in the afternoon...rumors mentioned that the shops r closed at 5. We arrived at 4.30 and met the shopkeeper right on time for him to pay for the parking ticket. He told us that the shop's closed at 4.30.Damn! A bit dispponted, yet the journey should not end straight away...especially after that long winding road we went through. The situation left us no more than a stroll along the shoe stores scattered on both sides of the path. After a few roundabout and a pledge of not going home empty handed, we got ourselves a few pairs of shoes in a very reasonable price. Good bargain indeed!

Friday...spent some time with my friend at Citos. Ate like a hog! Hot wings...just couldn't get enough of 'em, baby! Then, watched a video of my friend's past, she was a dancer, a great one too. Kewl :) At noon, laid back on my bed...watched Juliette Binoche and Johnny Depp's act in Chocolat...Gosh, now I know why Rina's so head over heels over Mr. Vanessa Paradis. He's ten times more luscious that the chocolate itself!!Lurrrve the chemistry between the 2. Yet, the day passed away vastly as I decided to rest my sight and went to bed early. Taa-taa for today...

Saturday evening...a tragic event occured in Jogya. A tectonic earthquake has disturbed the peaceful cite which I adored the most in this whole wide archipelago. I share a great sympathy and prayers for the Jogjakartan. Wish Jogja will heal soon.
Anyway, I watched X-MEN 3 with my circle of buddies once again at Setiabudi Building at 22.50. Dined at Ta Wan beforehand. Man...it was devil in disguise! How could I resist the porridge? Tasted so devilishly delicious :d Driven home at 2 in the morning. Had to jump over compound's gate. Felt like doing illegal trespassing, which certainly a splendid way to end the evening. Mission accomplished.

Sunday...here I am, typing, browsing, checking out pics of mates linked together in a website that blends 'em all in one, famously known as friendster. A couple of minutes ago, a friend just texted me. I might as well get ready for another adventurous journey on the go!

Ironic

It's weird how i feel like smiling and grieving at the same time...
It's uncommon for me to let go of maself for it has been a custom to repress ma feelings, acting like nothing's wrong.
It's ridicilous to be an outsider and live a world of ma own, yet it's actually a hip thing to watch the crowds make a fool outta themselves.
It's so not right to be too nice for the fact that being bitchy is far more temptatious.
It's unfair how some gets all the colors, nevertheless, the rest remain black and white.
It's incredible how people finally found their lifetime cliques, but some ended with mates they love not.

So much irony, so little time to think...
on second thought, why should I bother anyway?

My wound shall be healed

As the sun sets peace with the moon, that is when I will drain all the memories of thou. I could hardly believe that such moments were real, though even if they were, they left me nothing but a scar that cuts deep as they suddenly got reminisced. Every little thing reminded of thou...and they seemed to sympathyze me by telling that they once lived only in thee's imagination. Thou disappearance left me with questions unanswered and wounds wide open...Yet, all the confusion, anger, devastation and pain...they fade away, together with the rising tide that washes away the tips of sands. They led me to a (logic) conclusion that I was never the person you hoped for to share a happy ending with. The door's been revealed, my shut eyes have been opened, the dark has turned into light. It would be a lie to say that it didn't break me into pieces, but, miraculously, I am beginning to see that I can be just fine without thou's sight. Perhaps we did get stuck in the moment, lovefooled by that thing called loneliness, figuring our way out of this labyrinth of misunderstanding and attempt to conquer our insecurities by whatever it was in front of us. I never regret thou, I had a wonderful, precious time no other companion would make me thankful for. But, that was then. And this is now. So long and farewell. Hope thou and thee shall eventually find what we have (really) been looking for.

say "bubye!" to yesterday

(aren't they just adorable?! :))

YESTERDAY
written by PAUL McCARTNEY and JOHN LENNON
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Yesterday...
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it seems as though they're here II stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the woman I used II be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why he had II go, I don't know
He wouldn't say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday...
Love was such an easy game II play
Now I need a place II hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
I believe in yesterday
Oh I... had II go I don't know
He would not say
I said something wrong
How I long for yesterday
Yesterday...
Love was such an easy game II play
Now I need a place II hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
I believe in yester...day
Oh yesterday was far away
And I know I can't turn back
'Cause yesterday is gone.


...we live for the present and tomorrow. Yesterday's over already. Live with it.