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Met one of my college girl friend yesterday. Can't hardly believe how she's changed so drastically. I'm not saying that her change is in term of negative. Probably it's just me who is just not aware that human a r e supposed to make changes, physically and behaviorally, in the phases of their lives. I'd lift my hat up to salute one's bravery to change, but hers...I don't feel comfortable with.
She has been my clique for the past 7 years. Back in the days, she was the girl who always wears blue-striped Ocean Pacific polo shirt every once in two days and a plain black backpack. Now, she would never be caught wearing the same shirt in two weeks in a row. She's always covered with branded things, from top to bottom. A MNG top, NEXT jeans, NINE WEST pumps, GIORDANO belt, and embedded jewelry around her neck. Not to mention a glowing-looking-skin, Dr. Titi's-a famous dermatologist-polish. Sometimes, she'd wear her neon-green CROCS flats and say something like "Oh, these shoes are so comfy...it makes me feel like I'm not wearing any..."
It's not that I am jealous...at all! I have the capability to do the same as her, it's just that...She's been doing it a little too much!
Yesterday, when I took out my wallet to get some money to buy a drink. She glanced, and grabbed it from my hand. "New wallet heh?" I said, "Yea, it's NEXT. Got it from my former boss for my birthday present." She took a closer look-perhaps wondering how much it cost, the look on her face even said that she planned to take a look at the nearest NEXT shop to find the number written on the price tag the day after.
Oh my God, I was so amazed. Watching her means watching a total hedon. She became a super-spender with a boyfriend driving a BMW and a confused soul who thinks that brand is 'all that'. Along the way, my lips were shut, did not sure what to say, not knowing the person sitting on the front of the car, yapping about how cool it would be to have a wedding in Dharmawangsa Hotel, or live in the heart of South Jakarta with all the attributes attached.
I do not put the blame on her. Again, it's a matter of choice. But, for me...I think I'll stick to my weekly dose of Ambasador and Melawai clothes-hunt, and feel good about myself for not having to buy branded stuff to boost my confidence, thank you very much!

